There's a 1st for everything...

So, I've never done anything like this before. It's kind of weird to know that this is actually on the Internet and that people could potentially be reading this. I'm not the type of person to tell my business or allow anyone to get too close to me. However, I've been told that I need to alter that mentality so that I can truly experience life. Will I finally accept the challenge and get outside of my comfort zone? What exactly am I afraid of? Rejection would be the common answer to that, but for some reason, I think it's deeper than that. Am I really wanting to find out why I feel the way I feel? Am I ready? Too bad I don't know the answer to that. Well, I guess I do, because it can clearly be answered with a 'yes' or 'no.' Sadly enough, I do know the answer. I just don't feel like opening that door right now. Maybe one day. Until then.....