I've Never Done This One Before (Oh my!)...

Fluent-less Soul of Mine

So many emotions
Very... few......words.........
An abundance of tears flow
My soakened lap can testify of the turbulent well within

Deeper than deep
Darker than a rustic sky
Intrigued by the luster of the tantalizing stars
But yearning for The Light

Too many words
Given by those who empathize
Sincerely attempting to rationalize
But never can heal the wounds

A surplus of thoughts endlessly flood my mind
Bombarding my consciousness day and night
The ambiguity of my convictions
Causes me to question myself

Detesting the feeling of chaos
Wanting to control my destiny
Planning.......for what?
Waiting.......in vain?

The essence of my being attempts to compensate
My mind tries to remind me that, "It's all a test"
My heart, full of endurance, prepares for the next battle
And my soul, attempting to speak, cries out in sheer anticipation of what's to come...