What if...
Girl, do you remember that football player that I mentioned a while back who came to my room? I'll call him, Washington. Well, in the past he'd come over just to say hi, and would stay a bit and chat. Today, he sent me a message on facebook and I responded back. Then he came to my door at 10:00 tonight. He came in, told me that he just got my facebook message, sat down on my bed and made himself comfortable. He talked. I talked. We talked. There were no sarcastic remarks-just genuine conversation. He left at 11:30.
We talked for an hour and a half!!! I can't believe it. And now, he has my cell phone number but knows that it won't be on for about a week. He also asked me what my plans were for this weekend, so I don't know if we'll be hanging out at all this weekend. I invited him to come to church on Sunday, and he scheduled it into his phone, so that's cool. He's a Christian too. And, he is cute, I must say. He's a little.....different though. I really can't explain it, but it's kind of intriguing. And, since he was leaning all over my pillows, his scent is left behind. Geez louise. I'm just wondering if Moore passed by my room while my door was cracked open to hear us talking and laughing. Oh well...Moore has not stopped by room since last week since I supposedly "kicked him out" (that's what he said via email).
I don't know anymore. It's so weird. Because people always tell you that you'll be able to feel it when something is 'right.' But, to tell you the truth, I haven't felt that 'right' feeling with Moore. He just gives me the confused feeling, which kind of indicates that he's not the 'right' one, at least not at this point in life.
Last night, I found myself waking up in the middle of the night upset that Moore had not knocked on my door while I was asleep to just come in and sleep on my floor; everyday it does get easier though. But today, I feel.....rejuvintated, like there is some hope. I mean, Washington said some really cool things tonight, which made me think (something that many dudes are unable to make me do). And I enjoyed his company; even the glances he'd give me while I 'wasn't looking at him.' I really don't know if anything is going to happen. Nothing probably will. I'm just being a girl right now; that's just what we do (blow things out of proportion). But, it doesn't hurt to just think 'what if.'
We talked for an hour and a half!!! I can't believe it. And now, he has my cell phone number but knows that it won't be on for about a week. He also asked me what my plans were for this weekend, so I don't know if we'll be hanging out at all this weekend. I invited him to come to church on Sunday, and he scheduled it into his phone, so that's cool. He's a Christian too. And, he is cute, I must say. He's a little.....different though. I really can't explain it, but it's kind of intriguing. And, since he was leaning all over my pillows, his scent is left behind. Geez louise. I'm just wondering if Moore passed by my room while my door was cracked open to hear us talking and laughing. Oh well...Moore has not stopped by room since last week since I supposedly "kicked him out" (that's what he said via email).
I don't know anymore. It's so weird. Because people always tell you that you'll be able to feel it when something is 'right.' But, to tell you the truth, I haven't felt that 'right' feeling with Moore. He just gives me the confused feeling, which kind of indicates that he's not the 'right' one, at least not at this point in life.
Last night, I found myself waking up in the middle of the night upset that Moore had not knocked on my door while I was asleep to just come in and sleep on my floor; everyday it does get easier though. But today, I feel.....rejuvintated, like there is some hope. I mean, Washington said some really cool things tonight, which made me think (something that many dudes are unable to make me do). And I enjoyed his company; even the glances he'd give me while I 'wasn't looking at him.' I really don't know if anything is going to happen. Nothing probably will. I'm just being a girl right now; that's just what we do (blow things out of proportion). But, it doesn't hurt to just think 'what if.'
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