Gotta love a fairytale...
So, I was talking on the phone last night to W. And it's still kind of weird talking to him because it seems like we don't have too much to talk about, yet we're trying to get there. He began to tell me that there is something that he wants to tell me that might upset me. He proceeded to say, "I feel that no one will ever understand me."
Now, the thing is, I couldn't figure out why he would think that would ever make me upset. Because in all honesty, I agree with him and apply his feeling to myself. Heck, I even feel that I will never completely understand me. Is that sad, or what?
He began telling me that he holds a lot of his emotions in and disguises some emotions as others to prevent himself from getting hurt. He admitted that it's not healthy, but he still tends to do that. And yet again, I understand him.
He seemed to be opening himself up to me, and I listened. That's all I did. I didn't respond too much. I just heard him out. And I felt special in knowing that he felt comfortable enough to share his feelings with me.
I really enjoy talking to him. Although I might not say too much because I still have to figure out what I'm actually feeling when I talk to him, I still enjoy just simply knowing that he's on the other end spending a part of his day sharing with me only.
He seems like a person who is good friend quality and potential mate quality. He seems like a sweet man with a big heart. His voice, his laugh, his words~HE makes me smile. And that's always a plus. I really don't know the extent of this. I don't know know what the future holds. But, I do know that I look forward to hearing his voice in the morning when he wakes up out of his slumber to simply give me a wake-up call and wish me a good day and when he calls me at night to wish me a good sleep.
Just based off a fuzzy picture, he might not fulfill the physical embodiment of my ideal mate. Actually meeting in person is really what needs to happen. But, in all honesty, I think he has what it takes to still be the Prince Charming who gets a Princess in the end.
Now, the thing is, I couldn't figure out why he would think that would ever make me upset. Because in all honesty, I agree with him and apply his feeling to myself. Heck, I even feel that I will never completely understand me. Is that sad, or what?
He began telling me that he holds a lot of his emotions in and disguises some emotions as others to prevent himself from getting hurt. He admitted that it's not healthy, but he still tends to do that. And yet again, I understand him.
He seemed to be opening himself up to me, and I listened. That's all I did. I didn't respond too much. I just heard him out. And I felt special in knowing that he felt comfortable enough to share his feelings with me.
I really enjoy talking to him. Although I might not say too much because I still have to figure out what I'm actually feeling when I talk to him, I still enjoy just simply knowing that he's on the other end spending a part of his day sharing with me only.
He seems like a person who is good friend quality and potential mate quality. He seems like a sweet man with a big heart. His voice, his laugh, his words~HE makes me smile. And that's always a plus. I really don't know the extent of this. I don't know know what the future holds. But, I do know that I look forward to hearing his voice in the morning when he wakes up out of his slumber to simply give me a wake-up call and wish me a good day and when he calls me at night to wish me a good sleep.
Just based off a fuzzy picture, he might not fulfill the physical embodiment of my ideal mate. Actually meeting in person is really what needs to happen. But, in all honesty, I think he has what it takes to still be the Prince Charming who gets a Princess in the end.
posted by W8ingPatiently at 2:13 PM
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