Love and Marriage...

I most definitely have never had a conversation, with a person I'm interested in, about marriage, until tonight...Moore and I have been talking more and more lately. And when we talk, we talk for at least an hour or two. He actually keeps me on the phone and makes me "keep talking" until he's sleepy.

Tonight, we talked about the future and our thoughts about having each other 'hypothetically' together in it. It was kind of odd talking about something that practically always crosses my mind. Apparently, I'm not the only one that's thought about us being married. And it just really caught me off guard that he was the one bringing up the conversation and wanting me to ask him questions. He's becoming more comfortable with talking about everything and not holding stuff in. I don't know what it is that's happening, but it's refreshing.

He's sleeping right now, and as always, I pray that he's well. I pray for clarity and understanding for both of us. I pray for focus. But most importantly, I pray a prayer of thanksgiving for God allowing me the opportunity to feel sincere love for someone and not feel one ounce of insecurity about doing so.

I love him. And although we haven't discussed that one yet, I have a strong feeling that it's already crossed his mind and that there's just a matter of time until that conversation will come up. For once, I feel like there's a guy on my wavelength and God only knows how good it is to have that guy be first and foremost one of my bestfriends. Friendship is the foundation; anything else is just icing on the cake. I'm finally beginning to understand...