Friday, October 28, 2005

How I'm feeling...

I Ain't Gotta Have a Reason 2 Feel How I Feel.

Sometimes I wanna cuss u out
No reason
Just do
Tired of tha same 'ole crap
Expectin' somethin'
But gettin' nothin'
Settin' myself up 4 disappointment
Expectations will getcha' everytime
Redundancy
In yo' words
Sayin' bogus junk; when u choose 2 talk
REDUNDANCY
In yo' actions
Livin' trife; like a dog in heat
re-dun-dan-cy
Talkin' in circles
U expect a person 2 follow dat?
Makin' my head hurt
Don't make no sense 2 nobody, but yo'self
U betta go on wit dat
Your sarcasm isn't needed at this time, thank you
Save dat 4 some otha' chick
Cuz I ain't tha one
(I am not a fool
Yet, I feel like one
No, that's nonsense
But only a fool would get caught up with fools, right?
Ugh........upset with myself
Knowing well, that I have far more productive things to do
Than sitting around, allowing you to consume my thoughts)
U gotta lot of growin' up 2 do!!!
Yeah I'm talkin' 2 u!
What's wrong, man?
Why u neva wanna talk about it?
Dang, I cain't even get a text from yo' butt!
What's up wit dat?
Excuse me...Why u laughin'?
It ain't funny!
And u keep gigglin' & askin' me what's MY problem???
Why am I silent, u ask?
Cuz I'm done talkin'
If u know me, like u say u do
You'd figure it out, Mr. Smarty
My words wouldn't be needed
Cuz my silence can speak 4 itself
If you'd just STOP.....
Hault in your tracks 4 one second
Acknowledge my presence
Genuinely ask me how I feel
Don't cut me with your words;
Talk 2 me with sincerity
That's all I ask
Care about me, like I care about u
PLEASE!
Or is that too much 4 me 2 ask of u???

1 Comments:

Blogger MissNics said...

I can't help but love you to death. I talked to my mom today (like I always do cause I think I am now HER best friend) and she said you're going to be just fine. I have to agree. It will all work itself out. I'm praying for you. I don't if it helps, but it couldn't hurt to try, right? Lots of love, Me.

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