Friday, August 18, 2006

The complexity of me...

Ya know...he (Moore) asked me last night: "Is there anyone who understands you?" (since I'm apparently a difficult creature~we had one of those heated discussions about how and why I get agitated by him, but oftentimes never tell him until after the fact). And the only person I could think of was you. He didn't really believe that anyone could. But, in my heart of hearts, besides Jesus Christ himself, I would have to say you are the only one who truly understands and appreciates every little bit. And I'm happy that it's like that. Thank you.

Forgot I had written this one earlier this year...And it still applies...

Hazard Lights On...Watch Out!

Moving at the speed of light
At least, it seemed like that
The engine was on
Foot on the gas
Safety belt in place~preparing for the worst
Yeah, I was movin' alright
Movin' nowhere
Body might have been in motion
Mind shiftin' gears like crazy
Heart hanging from the rearview mirror
Just hangin', barely beating, for all to see
Eyes lookin' out the window
But confused as to why the scenery remained the same
Consistent inconsistencies?
My soul, the fuel to this being, runnin' low
Gauge on empty
Noticing folks I thought were along for the ride
Were just hitchhikers needing a hand to get to their own destination
And I, naive one, fell for it...hook, line, and sinker
All the time, I'd glance at the gauge
Recognizing I was entertaining everyone else
But not The One who keeps it all together
Feeling the urgency to finally pull over and examine it all
Put the hazards on...
Now, I sit in this vehicle alone
Engine off
While the Repairman goes to work...